Day 4... emotional day for me.

So we were excitedly anticipating this day that we could go home together... only to be told at 10plus that Raeanne had 13.9 reading of jaundice and could not go home with us as she needs phototherapy. When PD came in the morning at 7plus in the morning, he only mentioned that Raeanne is a little yellow, go back sunbathe her and bring her back to clinic to see him on Tuesday. This news that she couldn't come back with us hit me hard. I was really sad...

I'm tearing even as I'm typing this because I had to leave my little one alone in the hospital. I miss her so much! I wonder if the nurse will remember to feed her milk. Worried that they will neglect her because there are so many other babies in the nursery. I am really praying that her jaundice level goes down and when they checked her again, it will be the positive news that she is well to be back! I can't bear to part with her again. 

Dear God, please clear the jaundice in Raeanne's body. Please let her be well and be able to come back to us TODAY! We are ready to receive her and we want her to be back with us at our own house. Let Your Holy Spirit and Angels surround her as she sleeps in the nursery now and anoint the nurses tending to her that they will be so sensitive to her needs. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen!